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Kiddush Hashem in Thought: Idle Hours Redeemed

Hours alone in a room with nothing to do, or a night lying awake, seem like time simply lost. R' Elimelech opens his list of daily practices with exactly those hours. What could a person do in them, without leaving his bed, that the Torah would count as a mitzvah?

1These are the things a person should do and live by.1 Whenever he is free from Torah study, and especially when he sits idle alone in a room, or lies in bed and cannot sleep, he should think about this positive mitzvah: “I shall be sanctified among Bnei Yisrael.”2 He should picture in his mind a great and terrible fire burning before him, reaching to the heart of the heavens, and see himself breaking his nature for the sake of Hashem's holiness and throwing himself into the fire for kiddush Hashem, the sanctification of His Name. The Holy One, blessed be He, joins a good thought to the deed, counting it as done.3 So he is not lying in bed or sitting idle: he is fulfilling a positive mitzvah of the Torah.
אֵלֶּה הַדְּבָרִים אֲשֶׁר יַעֲשֶׂה אוֹתָם הָאָדָם וָחַי בָּהֶם: א. בְּכָל עֵת וְרֶגַע שֶׁהוּא פָּנוּי מִן הַתּוֹרָה, וּבִפְרָט שֶׁהוּא יוֹשֵׁב בָּטֵל לְבַדּוֹ בַּחֶדֶר, אוֹ שׁוֹכֵב עַל מִטָּתוֹ וְאֵינוֹ יָכוֹל לִישֹׁן, יִהְיֶה מְהַרְהֵר בְּמִצְוַת עֲשֵׂה זוֹ שֶׁל "וְנִקְדַּשְׁתִּי בְּתוֹךְ בְּנֵי יִשְׂרָאֵל", וִידַמֶּה בְּנַפְשׁוֹ וִיצַיֵּיר בְּמַחְשַׁבְתּוֹ כְּאִילּוּ אֵשׁ גָּדוֹל וְנוֹרָא בּוֹעֵר לְפָנָיו עַד לֵב הַשָּׁמַיִם, וְהוּא בִּשְׁבִיל קְדוּשַּׁת הַשֵּׁם יִתְבָּרֵךְ שׁוֹבֵר אֶת טִבְעוֹ וּמַפִּיל אֶת עַצְמוֹ לְהָאֵשׁ עַל קִידּוּשׁ הַשֵּׁם יִתְבָּרֵךְ, וּמַחְשָׁבָה טוֹבָה הקב"ה מְצָרְפָהּ לְמַעֲשֶׂה, וְנִמְצָא שֶׁאֵינוֹ שׁוֹכֵב וְיוֹשֵׁב בָּטֵל, רַק מְקַיֵּים מִצְוַת עֲשֵׂה דְּאוֹרָיְיתָא:
  1. Editor's note: The Tzetel Katan, “the little note,” is R' Elimelech's short list of practices for every day, printed at the front of the sefer; its seventeen items follow here. Its opening words echo Vayikra 18:5. ↩
  2. Vayikra 22:32. The Rambam counts kiddush Hashem among the 613 mitzvos (Sefer HaMitzvos, positive mitzvah 9). ↩
  3. Kiddushin 40a. ↩
In shortIdle hours, even sleepless ones in bed, become a Torah mitzvah when a person pictures himself giving his life in fire for kiddush Hashem.
The maamar as a whole

The Tzetel Katan opens with the hours that seem the most wasted: sitting idle alone, or lying awake at night. R' Elimelech fills them with the positive mitzvah of kiddush Hashem, “I shall be sanctified among Bnei Yisrael.” The person pictures a vast fire reaching to the heart of the heavens and sees himself breaking his nature and throwing himself into it for the sanctity of Hashem's Name. Since, as Chazal teach, Hashem joins a good thought to the deed, this pictured readiness counts as the act itself. The idle hour is no longer idle: it becomes the fulfillment of a positive mitzvah of the Torah. This first practice is the ground of what follows, for items 2 and 3 return to the same picture of the fire at prayer, at meals and in marital intimacy.

Takeaway

When you sit idle or lie awake, picture the fire and your readiness to enter it for Hashem's Name, for He counts the good thought as a deed, and the empty hour becomes a mitzvah of the Torah.

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