The First Night's Light: Faith Above Nature
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Yeshayahu 9:1
הָעָם הַהֹלְכִים בַּחֹשֶׁךְ רָאוּ אוֹר גָּדוֹל יֹשְׁבֵי בְּאֶרֶץ צַלְמָוֶת אוֹר נָגַהּ עֲלֵיהֶם
The people who walk in darkness have seen a great light; those who dwell in the land of the shadow of death, light has shone upon them.
15aWe may give one more answer to the question the Rishonim ask: why did they make Chanukah eight days, when on the first night there was no miracle [since the cruse held enough oil to light for one night]?1 The answer rests on two teachings of Chazal. The Gemara tells that Ben Damah, the son of R' Yishmael's sister, asked him: “Someone like me, who has learned the whole Torah, may I study Greek wisdom? …” R' Yishmael said to him: “Go and find an hour that is neither of the day nor of the night, and study Greek wisdom in it.”2 And the Midrash says: “‘And darkness upon the face of the deep’: this is the kingdom of Greece, which darkened the eyes of Israel and said to them, ‘Write on the horn of the ox that you have no share in the God of Israel.’”3
אֶפְשָׁר י"ל עוֹד עַל קוּשְׁיַת הָרִאשׁוֹנִים הנ"ל לָמָּה עָשׂוּ חֲנוּכָּה ח' יָמִים הֲלֹא בְּלֵיל א' לֹא הֵי' הַנֵּס. עפ"י מאחז"ל (מנחות צ"ט) שָׁאַל בֶּן דָּמָה בֶּן אֲחוֹתוֹ שֶׁל ר"י כְּגוֹן אֲנִי שֶׁלָּמַדְתִּי כָּל הַתּוֹרָה מַהוּ לִלְמוֹד חָכְמַת יְוָונִית וְכוּ' אֲמַר לֵי' צֵא וּבְדוֹק שָׁעָה שֶׁאֵינוֹ לֹא מִן הַיּוֹם וְלֹא מִן הַלַּיְלָה וּלְמוֹד בָּהּ חָכְמַת יוֹנִים. ובב"ר (פ' ב') וְחֹשֶׁךְ עַל פְּנֵי תְהוֹם זוֹ מַלְכוּת יָוָן שֶׁהֶחֱשִׁיכָה עֵינֵיהֶם שֶׁל יִשְׂרָאֵל וְאָמְרוּ לָהֶם כִּתְבוּ עַל קֶרֶן הַשּׁוֹר שֶׁאֵין לָכֶם חֵלֶק בֶּאֱלֹקֵי יִשְׂרָאֵל.
- The question is brought in the Beis Yosef, Orach Chaim 670. ↩
- Menachos 99b. Before this answer, R' Yishmael reads him the verse “This book of the Torah shall not depart from your mouth, and you shall meditate in it day and night” (Yehoshua 1:8). ↩
- Bereishis Rabbah 2:4, where “And darkness” is the exile of Greece and “upon the face of the deep” the wicked kingdom; Bereishis 1:2. ↩
In shortThe answer begins with Greece: Chazal left its wisdom no hour of the day or night, and its darkness told Israel they had no share in the God of Israel.
15bWhy the horn of an ox? The Mishnah teaches, “All shofars are valid except that of a cow,” and the Gemara explains there that a cow's horn is called a keren, a horn, but is not called a shofar.4 As is known, the horn grows from the surplus of the brain. In people of fine character even this surplus is weak and slight. But the fool who grows proud gores with his horns, and, as Chazal say, he “pushes away the feet of the Shechinah.”5 If a person reflects and takes to heart Who created all these, the heavens and the earth, he will surely be too ashamed and abashed to lift his head. So Ezra the Scribe said: “I am ashamed and abashed, my God, to lift my face to You.”6 And the Zohar says of Dovid HaMelech that he said, “I lower my eyes for fear of my Master.” The wisdom and philosophy of the accursed Greeks accounted for everything by reason, to show that all is only the way of nature, and that “Hashem did not do all this.”7 Their wisdom made them proud and haughty, and they mocked faith in Hashem. In the end the darkness reached the hearts of Jewish souls, for the Greeks planted this in the heart of the holy people. They darkened Israel's eyes, until the Jews too grew proud, haughty and coarse of heart, denied the providence of the Creator, blessed be He, and said that everything runs by the way of nature.
וְהַיְינוּ עפ"י מאחז"ל בְּמַס' (ר"ה כ"ו) בְּמַתְנִיתִין כָּל הַשּׁוֹפָרוֹת כְּשֵׁרִים חוּץ מִשֶּׁל פָּרָה ואחז"ל שָׁם דְּפָרָה קֶרֶן אִקְּרִי שׁוֹפָר לָא אִקְּרִי. וְהַיְינוּ שֶׁיָּדוּעַ שֶׁהַקֶּרֶן נִצְמַח מִמּוֹתָרוֹת הַמּוֹחַ. אַךְ בַּאֲנָשִׁים מְעוּלִּים גַּם זֶה הוּא חָלוּשׁ וְקָלוּשׁ. וְהַשּׁוֹטֶה שֶׁמִּתְגָּאֶה נוֹגֵחַ בְּקַרְנָיו וְהוּא דּוֹחֵק רַגְלֵי הַשְּׁכִינָה כמאחז"ל (סוטה ה'). וְאִם מִתְבּוֹנֵן הָאָדָם וּמֵשִׂים אֶל לִבּוֹ מִי בָּרָא כָּל אֵלֶּה הַשָּׁמַיִם וְהָאָרֶץ. בְּוַודַּאי יֵבוֹשׁ וְיִכָּלֵם לְהָרִים רֹאשׁוֹ. כמ"ש עֶזְרָא הַסּוֹפֵר בּוֹשְׁתִּי וְנִכְלַמְתִּי לְהָרִים אֱלֹקַי פָּנַי אֵלֶיךָ (עזרא ט'). וכמו"ש (בזוה"ק) עַל דָּוִד הַמֶּלֶךְ ע"ה שֶׁאָמַר מָאִיךְ עֵינַי מִדְּחִילוּ דְּמָארֵי. וְחָכְמַת וּפְלוֹסְפִיּוֹת יוֹנִים הָאֲרוּרִים הָיְתָה הַמְּסַבֶּבֶת בַּשֵּׂכֶל אֶת הַכֹּל לְהַרְאוֹת כִּי הַכֹּל רַק עפ"י דֶּרֶךְ הַטֶּבַע וְלֹא ד' פָּעַל כָּל זֹאת. וּמִצַּד חָכְמָתָם הֵי' לָהֶם הִתְנַשְּׂאוּת וְגַבְהוּת רוּחַ וְהִתְלוֹצְצוּ מֵאֱמוּנַת ה'. עַד שֶׁהֵי' נוֹגֵעַ הַחֲשָׁכַת בְּלֵב נַפְשׁוֹת יִשְׂרָאֵל שֶׁהִכְנִיסוּ זֹאת בְּלֵב עֲדַת עַם קוֹדֶשׁ. וְהֶחְשִׁיכוּ עֵינֵיהֶם שֶׁגַּם הֵמָּה הָיוּ מִתְנַשְּׂאִים בְּגַבְהוּת וּבְגַסּוּת לִבָּם וְהָיוּ כּוֹפְרִים בְּהַשְׁגָּחַת הַבּוֹרֵא ב"ה. וְאוֹמְרִים שֶׁהַכֹּל מִתְנַהֵג עפ"י דֶּרֶךְ הַטֶּבַע.
- Rosh Hashanah 26a. ↩
- Sotah 5a speaks of the haughty man, over whom the Shechinah laments. The words “pushes away the feet of the Shechinah” are said in Berachos 43b of one who walks with a proud, upright bearing. ↩
- Ezra 9:6. ↩
- Devarim 32:27. ↩
In shortThe ox's horn is pride of intellect: Greek wisdom taught that all is nature, until Jews too grew haughty and denied Hashem's providence.
16In truth, a person must believe that even the ways of nature are above our level and beyond our grasp. Who, after all, created nature? And what is “nature”? Israel is one sheep among the wolves, who take counsel every day to destroy us, and they would succeed were it not that the Holy One, blessed be He, watches over us.8 , zt"l, said on the verse “And Bnei Yisrael walked on dry land in the midst of the sea”:9 one must believe that even the natural is a free gift and a miracle from Hashem, like walking through the midst of the sea. It is Hashem alone Who fills all worlds and surrounds all worlds, Who watches always with hashgachah pratis, His watchful care over each individual, and “in His goodness renews the work of creation every day, always.”10 From every step a person takes, he can learn the fear of Hashem. Our holy master and Rebbe, the Maharam, R' Menachem Mendel of Vorka, zt"l,11 said that even from the paving of the floor one can acquire yiras Shamayim, the fear of Heaven. That is the verse “The earth is full of Your possessions (kinyanecha)”:12 even from the earth one can acquire (liknos, the same root) the fear of Hashem. And so the verse says, “The ekev of humility is the fear of Hashem,”13 [ekev, “reward,” being also the heel that takes each step].
וּבֶאֱמֶת צָרִיךְ הָאָדָם לְהַאֲמִין אַף עַל תַּהֲלוּכוֹת הַטִּבְעִיּוֹת שֶׁהוּא לְמַעְלָה מֵהַדְרָגָתֵינוּ וּמֵהַשָּׂגָתֵינוּ. וּבֶאֱמֶת מִי בָּרָא הַטֶּבַע. וּמַאי הוּא הַטֶּבַע שֶׂה אַחַת בֵּין הַזְּאֵבִים. וּבְכָל יוֹם וְיוֹם הֵם מִתְיַיעֲצִין עָלֵינוּ לְכַלּוֹתֵינוּ לוּלֵא הקב"ה שֶׁמַּשְׁגִּיחַ עָלֵינוּ. וּכְמוֹ שֶׁאָמַר הָרַבִּי ר' אֱלִימֶלֶךְ זצללה"ה זי"ע וּבְנֵי יִשְׂרָאֵל הָלְכוּ בַיַּבָּשָׁה בְּתוֹךְ הַיָּם שֶׁצָּרִיךְ לְהַאֲמִין אַף עַל הַטִּבְעִיּוֹת שֶׁזֶּה ג"כ מַתְּנַת חִנָּם וְנֵס מהקב"ה כְּמוֹ מִי שֶׁהוֹלֵךְ בְּתוֹךְ הַיָּם. רַק הקב"ה הוּא הַמְמַלֵּא כ"ע וּמְסַבֵּב כ"ע וּמַשְׁגִּיחַ תָּמִיד בְּהַשְׁגָּחָה פְּרָטִית. וּמְחַדֵּשׁ בְּטוּבוֹ בְּכָל יוֹם תָּמִיד מַעֲשֵׂה בְּרֵאשִׁית. וּמִכָּל פְּסִיעָה וּפְסִיעָה שֶׁאָדָם הוֹלֵךְ יוּכַל לִלְמוֹד יִרְאַת ה'. וכמו"ש אדומו"ר הַק' מוהרם"ם זצללה"ה זי"ע מווארקא שֶׁגַּם מִרְצֶפֶת הַקַּרְקַע נוּכַל לִקְנוֹת יִרְאַת שָׁמַיִם. וזש"א מָלְאָה הָאָרֶץ קִנְיָנֶךָ שֶׁגַּם מֵהָאָרֶץ יוּכַל לִקְנוֹת יִרְאַת ה'. וכמאה"כ (משלי כ"ב) עֵקֶב עֲנָוָה יִרְאַת ה'.
- The image is Chazal's: “Great is the sheep that stands among seventy wolves” (Esther Rabbah 10:11; Midrash Tanchuma, Toldos 5). ↩
- Shemos 14:29; 15:19. ↩
- From the blessing Yotzer Or in the morning prayers. ↩
- The son of R' Yitzchak of Vorka. ↩
- Tehillim 104:24. ↩
- Mishlei 22:4. ↩
In shortNature itself is a constant miracle of Hashem's watchful care, so faith must reach the natural too; even the ground underfoot can teach the fear of Heaven.
17aAfterward the Holy One, blessed be He, helped them and did for them all the miracles and wonders. Matisyahu the Kohen Gadol lit the Menorah, which alludes to the Menorah on high, in holiness and purity, and so he kindled the souls of Israel toward their Father in Heaven. The sparks and embers of the fire, “the flame of Hashem,”14 blazed up within them, and “the people who walk in darkness have seen a great light”: their eyes were opened to see with their own senses that Hashem had done all this. Everything was above nature, for the many were delivered into the hands of the few. They set faith in Hashem fast in their hearts, fixed and bound there: that He watches with hashgachah pratis; that He made, makes and will make all deeds; that He overrides the order of the stars and guides His world above nature. Then they knew and understood that even the cruse of oil they found was beyond the way of nature, lying there [untouched by the Greeks] sealed with the seal of the Kohen Gadol.
ואח"כ כַּאֲשֶׁר הקב"ה עֲזָרָם שֶׁעָשָׂה לָהֶם כָּל הַנִּסִּים וְהַנִּפְלָאוֹת וּמַתִּתְיָ' הכה"ג הֵי' מַדְלִיק הַמְּנוֹרָה הַמְּרוּמָּז לַמְּנוֹרָה עֶלְיוֹנָה בִּקְדוּשָּׁה וּבְטָהֳרָה הֵי' מַדְלִיק נַפְשׁוֹת יִשְׂרָאֵל לַאֲבִיהֶם שֶׁבַּשָּׁמַיִם. וְהַשְּׁבִיבֵי זִיקֵי רִשְׁפֵּי אֵשׁ שַׁלְהֶבֶת יָהּ נִתְלַהֲבוּ בְּקִרְבָּם. וְהָעָם הַהוֹלְכִים בַּחוֹשֶׁךְ רָאוּ אוֹר גָּדוֹל שֶׁנִּפְקְחוּ עֵינֵיהֶם לִרְאוֹת בְּעַיִן חוּשִׁית כִּי ד' פָּעַל כָּל זֹאת. וְהַכֹּל הוּא לְמַעְלָה מֵהַטֶּבַע שֶׁהָיוּ רַבִּים בְּיַד מוּעָטִים. קָבְעוּ אֱמוּנַת ה' תְּקוּעָה וּקְשׁוּרָה בְּלִבָּם שֶׁהוּא הַמַּשְׁגִּיחַ בְּהַשְׁגָּחָה פְּרָטִית וְהוּא עָשָׂה וְעוֹשֶׂה וְיַעֲשֶׂה לְכָל הַמַּעֲשִׂים וְהוּא מְשַׁדֵּד הַמַּעֲרָכוֹת וּמַנְהִיג עוֹלָמוֹ לְמַעְלָה מִן הַטֶּבַע. וְאָז יָדְעוּ וְהֵבִינוּ שֶׁאֲפִילּוּ הַפַּךְ שֶׁל שֶׁמֶן שֶׁמָּצְאוּ הוּא שֶׁלֹּא כְּדֶרֶךְ הַטֶּבַע שֶׁיְּהִי' מוּנָּח וְחָתוּם בְּחוֹתָמוֹ שֶׁל הכה"ג.
- Shir HaShirim 8:6. ↩
In shortMatisyahu's lighting opened their eyes to see that all was Hashem's doing above nature, down to the sealed cruse of oil they found.
17bAnd they attained teshuvas hamishkal, a teshuvah equal in weight to the sin, for the sin's very root: the blemish of lacking faith, which had come upon them through the wisdom of the Greeks. This was their chief joy, above all the miracles, a joy “exceeding in dignity and exceeding in power.”15 The holy sefarim explain that when a Jew is in distress, Heaven forbid, the Shechinah says, “My head is heavy,”16 and in the same way, when salvation comes to a Jew, joy and delight fill the heavens. That man is then granted further salvation, for causing joy and delight above. They rejoiced and delighted greatly at being privileged to repair the root blemish, and at the light that brightened their eyes, the light of faith. So they loved Hashem more, and this added gladness and joy in the heavens above. Through this joy they were worthy to awaken the whole miracle [of the eight days].
וְזָכוּ לִתְשׁוּבַת הַמִּשְׁקָל עַל עִיקַּר שׁוֹרֶשׁ הַחֵטְא הַיְינוּ פְּגָם חֶסְרוֹן אֱמוּנָה שֶׁבָּאוּ לָזֶה ע"י חָכְמַת הַיּוֹנִים. וְזֶה הֵי' עִיקַּר שִׂמְחָתָם בְּיֶתֶר שְׂאֵת וּבְיֶתֶר עוֹז מִכָּל הַנִּסִּים. וּמְבוֹאָר בסה"ק דִּכְשֵׁם שֶׁאָדָם מִיִּשְׂרָאֵל שָׁרוּי בְּצַעַר ח"ו שְׁכִינָה מַה אוֹמֶרֶת קַלְנִי מֵרֹאשִׁי (סנהדרין מ"ו) כָּךְ כְּשֶׁבָּאָה לְאָדָם מִיִּשְׂרָאֵל יְשׁוּעָה נִתְמַלֵּא שָׁמָּה שִׂמְחָה וְעוֹנֶג. וּמִזֶּה נִתּוֹסַף לָאִישׁ הַזֶּה יְשׁוּעָה עַל שֶׁגָּרַם שִׂמְחָה וְעוֹנֶג לְמַעְלָה. וּמִגּוֹדֶל שִׂמְחָתָם וְהַתַּעֲנוּג שֶׁהֵי' לָהֶם מִמַּה שֶׁהָיוּ זוֹכִים לְתַקֵּן עִיקַּר הַפְּגָם וְלִמְאִירַת עֵינַיִם הַיְינוּ לְאוֹר הָאֱמוּנָה הוֹסִיפוּ אַהֲבָה לַמָּקוֹם ועי"ז נִתּוֹסַף חֶדְוָה וְשִׂמְחָה בַּשָּׁמַיִם מִמַּעַל. וְזָכוּ שֶׁנִּתְעוֹרֵר כָּל הַנֵּס.
In shortSeeing Hashem's hand repaired the root sin, lack of faith; their joy, and the joy it caused above, awakened the whole miracle.
18aThis answers the question about the first night: it was the heart of the whole miracle, and through it they were worthy that the light goes out from it to the other days. That is what Chazal meant by “Eight days are they”:17 the first day includes all the seven that follow. And the light of this season reaches on through the generations. It brought out for us the light of faith for the end of days, when the exile grows heavier and “each day's curse is greater than the day's before it,”18 so that we can believe with simple, complete faith, in the spirit of “and Your faithfulness in the nights.”19 In our time it is very, very urgent to root in the heart a simple, complete faith in the providence of the Holy One, blessed be He, Who guides His world and “alone does great wonders.”20 Even what is nature is also Hashem's power and might. As the holy sefarim write, אלהים, Elokim, has the numerical value of הטבע, hateva, “nature” (86).
נִמְצָא שֶׁהַלַּיְלָה הָרִאשׁוֹנָה הֵי' עִיקַּר כָּל הַנֵּס וְהָיוּ זוֹכִים שֶׁמִּמֶּנּוּ יוֹצֵאת הָאוֹרָה וְזֶה שֶׁאָמְרוּ חז"ל (שבת כ"א) תְּמָנְיָא יוֹמִין אִינּוּן שֶׁבְּיוֹם א' נִכְלָל כָּל ז' יָמִים. וְהַזְּמַן הַזֶּה נוֹקֵב וְהוֹלֵךְ לְדוֹרוֹת שֶׁהוֹפִיעוּ לָנוּ אוֹר הָאֱמוּנָה לְאַחֲרִית הַיָּמִים שֶׁהַגָּלִיּוֹת מִתְגַּבֵּר וּבְכָל יוֹם קִלְלָתוֹ מְרוּבָּה מֵחֲבֵירוֹ לְהַאֲמִין בֶּאֱמוּנָה פְּשׁוּטָה וּשְׁלֵימָה בִּבְחִי' וֶאֱמוּנָתֶךָ בַּלֵּילוֹת. וּמְאוֹד וּמְאוֹד נָחוּץ הוּא בַּזְּמַן הַזֶּה לְהַשְׁרִישׁ בְּלֵב אֱמוּנָה פְּשׁוּטָה וּשְׁלֵימָה בְּהַשְׁגָּחַת הבוב"ה שֶׁהוּא מַנְהִיג עוֹלָמוֹ. וְעוֹשֶׂה נִפְלָאוֹת גְּדוֹלוֹת לְבַדּוֹ. וְאַף מַה שֶׁהוּא הַטֶּבַע הוּא ג"כ כֹּחַ ד' וִיכוֹלְתּוֹ. וכמו"ש בסה"ק אלקי"ם בְּגֵימַטְרְיָא הַטֶּבַע.
In shortThe first night held the whole miracle and its light for every generation: simple faith that Hashem guides even nature, which the hardest exile needs most.
18bThis was the heart of the Chanukah miracle: Hashem's Godliness and Oneness, blessed be His Name, became known to all, and that He guides His world. And this is what a nes, a miracle, is. The Kozhnitzer Maggid, R' Yisrael, zt"l, writes in his sefer that nes (נס) alludes to the union of מ״ה, Mah, and אדנ״י, Adnus [whose values, 45 and 65, add up to נס, 110].21 He brings an explanation of this in the name of : when a miracle happens, people wonder and ask each other, “Mah zos, what is this?” And the answer is Adnus, “Lord”: there is a Master over all deeds, Who guides His world and does wonders. That is the verse in Tehillim, “What ails you, O sea, that you flee?”22 We wonder and ask, “Mah, what ails you, O sea, that you flee?” And the answer is “Before the Adon, the Lord”: there is a Lord over all the earth, Who fills all worlds and surrounds all worlds. Through the power of faith in the time of darkness we will be privileged to see the great light, as it says, “Though I sit in darkness, Hashem is a light to me,”23 and “Hashem will be your everlasting light.”24
וְזֶה הֵי' עִיקַּר נֵס דַּחֲנוּכָּה שֶׁנִּתְפַּרְסֵם לְכָל אֱלֹקוּתוֹ וְאַחְדוּתוֹ ית"ש שֶׁהוּא מַנְהִיג עוֹלָמוֹ. וְזֶה הוּא נֵס כמו"ש בַּס' עבו"י מהה"מ מקאזניץ זצללה"ה נֵס מְרוּמָּז עַל יִחוּד ״מַה אדנ"י. וְהֵבִיא בֵּיאוּר ע"ז בְּשֵׁם קְדוּשַּׁת לֵוִי כִּי כְּשֶׁנַּעֲשָׂה נֵס תְּמֵיהַי אִינָשֵׁי וְשׁוֹאֲלִין זֶה לָזֶה מַה זֹאת וְהַתְּשׁוּבָה הוּא אדנ"י כְּלוֹמַר שֶׁיֵּשׁ אָדוֹן עַל כָּל הַמַּעֲשִׂים וּמַנְהִיג עוֹלָמוֹ וּמַפְלִיא לַעֲשׂוֹת. וְזֶה מאה"כ (בתהלים קי"ד) מַה לְּךָ הַיָּם כִּי תָנוּס. אָנוּ תְּמֵיהִין וְשׁוֹאֲלִין ״מַה לְּךָ הַיָּם כִּי תָנוּס. וְהַתְּשׁוּבָה הוּא מִלִּפְנֵי ״אָדוֹן שֶׁיֵּשׁ אָדוֹן עַל כָּל הָאָרֶץ הַמְמַלֵּא כ"ע וּמְסַבֵּב כ"ע. וּבְכֹחַ הָאֱמוּנָה בְּעֵת הַחֲשֵׁכוֹת נִזְכֶּה לָאוֹר הַגָּדוֹל. וּכְמוֹ שֶׁנֶּאֱמַר כִּי אֵשֵׁב בַּחֹשֶׁךְ ד' אוֹר לִי (מיכה ז') וְהֵי' לָךְ ד' לְאוֹר עוֹלָם:
- Avodas Yisrael, Chanukah, the first piece (on Tehillim 77:15), where the Maggid brings this from the Arizal and then gives the explanation in the name of R' Levi Yitzchak of Berditchev, author of Kedushas Levi. ↩
- Tehillim 114:5; the answer is from 114:7, “Before the Lord, tremble, O earth.” ↩
- Michah 7:8. ↩
- Yeshayahu 60:19. ↩
In shortA nes joins Mah, “what is this?”, with Adnus, “there is a Master”; holding to that faith in the darkness brings the great light.
Takeaway
The Greeks' darkness was the claim that the world runs by itself, and Chanukah's first night lit the faith that sees Hashem even in a sealed cruse of oil. In our own dark exile, the work is to see His watchful care in the natural course of every day, down to each step on the ground, and to hold to simple faith until the great light comes.
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