Aharon's Shame: The Humility That Kindles Light
Name a tzaddik: tap for who he wasTitle a sefer
Vayikra 9:7 (with Rashi there)
וַיֹּאמֶר מֹשֶׁה אֶל אַהֲרֹן קְרַב אֶל הַמִּזְבֵּחַ וַעֲשֵׂה אֶת חַטָּאתְךָ וְאֶת עֹלָתֶךָ וְכַפֵּר בַּעַדְךָ וּבְעַד הָעָם וַעֲשֵׂה אֶת קָרְבַּן הָעָם וְכַפֵּר בַּעֲדָם כַּאֲשֶׁר צִוָּה ה׳
Moshe said to Aharon, “Approach the altar and perform your sin offering and your burnt offering, and atone for yourself and for the people; and perform the people's offering and atone for them, as Hashem commanded.”
9aFrom the very beginning [at the Mishkan's dedication] an event like this taught us about Chanukah. Through the trait of shame and submission Aharon earned the lighting of the Menorah and the offering of the korbanos. As says, “Why are you ashamed? For this you were chosen.”1 My holy father and teacher, zt"l, explained it:2 “For this,” since you have the trait of shame, “you were chosen” for this service. For it needs submission, lowliness and “fear on the face,” which is shame.3
[ד] חֲנוּכָּה מֵרֵאשִׁית כָּזֹאת הוֹדִיעַ לָנוּ שע"י מִדַּת הַבּוּשָׁה וְהַכְנָעָה זָכָה אַהֲרֹן לְהַדְלָקַת הַמְּנוֹרָה וּלְהַקְרָבַת הַקָּרְבָּנוֹת וְכַמְּבוֹאָר ברש"י (פ' שמיני) לָמָּה אַתָּה בּוֹשׁ "לְכָךְ "נִבְחַרְתָּ. הַיְינוּ עפ"י פֵּירוּשׁ מָרָן אאמו"ר ז"ל "לְכָךְ הוֹאִיל וְיֵשׁ בְּךָ מִדַּת הַבּוּשָׁה "נִבְחַרְתָּ לָזֶה. כִּי לָזֶה צָרִיךְ הַכְנָעָה וְשִׁפְלוּת וְיִרְאַת הַפָּנִים שֶׁהוּא הַבּוּשָׁה (נדרים כ').
- Rashi on Vayikra 9:7 (the sefer has Parshas Beha'aloscha). Aharon was ashamed and afraid to approach the altar. ↩
- His father, R' Yechiel of Alexander. ↩
- Nedarim 20a, on “so that His fear may be on your faces” (Shemos 20:17). ↩
In shortAharon was chosen for the Menorah and the korbanos because of his shame, for holy service needs submission, lowliness and “fear on the face.”
9bUntil the days of Shimon HaTzaddik, the miracle of the Western lamp happened, and no one was stirred by it at all.4 Later, when the Greeks defiled the Heichal and it needed chinuch, a new dedication, the Kohen too had to come to the trait of shame, as at the first. He saw the miracle in the oil even on the first night, as the commentators answer,5 something that had not happened until then. And he remembered that in earlier times this had happened in Israel constantly and was not counted a miracle at all. Only now, because of the Kohen's low state, was it a miracle. So of itself he came to great shame and extra submission, and through this he earned the lighting of the Menorah, bringing light into the hearts of all Israel. Impurity is in truth set aside for the community, so they did not need this miracle on the first night, as the Chacham Tzvi asks.6 Even so, the miracle came because of the love of the mitzvah, that is, so that the mitzvah would be done with the fear, love, submission and lowliness it needs.
וְלָזֶה כַּאֲשֶׁר בֶּאֱמֶת מִקּוֹדֶם עַד יְמֵי שִׁמְעוֹן הַצַּדִּיק הֵי' הַנֵּס בְּנֵר מַעֲרָבִי. וְלֹא נִתְפַּעֵל שׁוּם אִישׁ מִזֶּה. ואח"כ כַּאֲשֶׁר טִמְּאוּ הַהֵיכָל וְנִצְרָךְ לְחִינּוּךְ הֵי' צָרִיךְ הַכֹּהֵן ג"כ לָבֹא אֶל מִדַּת הַבּוּשָׁה כְּבָרִאשׁוֹנָה. וּבִרְאוּתוֹ הַנֵּס בְּהַשֶּׁמֶן גַּם בַּלַּיְלָה הָרִאשׁוֹנָה וּכְפִי תֵּירוּץ הַמְפוֹרָשִׁים. מַה שֶׁלֹּא הֵי' עַד עַתָּה. וּבְזוֹכְרוֹ כִּי מִלְּפָנִים בְּיִשְׂרָאֵל הֵי' זֶה תָּמִיד וְלֹא נֶחְשָׁב לָהֶם זֶה לְנֵס כְּלָל. רַק עַתָּה מִפְּנֵי שְׁפַל מַצָּבוֹ שֶׁל הַכֹּהֵן. בָּא מִמֵּילָא לִבְחִי' בּוּשָׁה רַבָּה וְהַכְנָעָה יְתֵרָה. ועי"ז זָכָה לְהַדְלִיק הַמְּנוֹרָה וּלְהָאִיר בְּלֵב כָּל יִשְׂרָאֵל וְלָזֶה אַף דְּהֵי' בֶּאֱמֶת טוּמְאָה דָּחוּי' בְּצִיבּוּר וְלֹא הוּצְרְכוּ בַּלַּיְלָה הָרִאשׁוֹנָה לְהָכִי (כקו' החכ"ץ). אָכֵן מִפְּנֵי חִיבּוּב מִצְוָה הַיְינוּ שֶׁיַּעֲשֶׂה הַמִּצְוָה בְּיִרְאָה וְאַהֲבָה וְהַכְנָעָה וְשִׁפְלוּת הַנִּצְרָךְ לְהַמִּצְוָה לָכֵן הֵי' הַנֵּס:
- Yoma 39a: all the years Shimon HaTzaddik served, the Western lamp kept burning; after him, sometimes it burned and sometimes it went out. On the miracle of the Western lamp, Shabbos 22b. ↩
- The commentators' answers to the Beis Yosef's question (Orach Chaim 670), why the first night counts as a miracle. ↩
- Chacham Tzvi 87. ↩
In shortSeeing a miracle that once was common, the Kohen felt his low state and came to shame, and so he earned the light; the miracle came for the love of the mitzvah.
Takeaway
Feeling honestly how far we are from where we once stood can bring us to shame and humility, and that is what fits us to serve. A mitzvah done with fear, love and lowliness is the one that lights up our own hearts and the hearts of others.
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