Sacrificing the Yetzer: Yisro's Lesson before Sinai
From the Torah ofRav Dovid Matisyohu Rabinowitzהרב דוד מתתיהו בן יחיאל יהושע רבינוביץProfile ›
Shemos 18:11
עַתָּה יָדַעְתִּי כִּי־גָדוֹל יְהֹוָה מִכׇּל־הָאֱלֹהִים כִּי בַדָּבָר אֲשֶׁר זָדוּ עֲלֵיהֶם
Now I know that Hashem is greater than all the gods, for in the very matter in which they acted wickedly against them, He was above them.
1“Now I know that Hashem is greater than all the gods.”1 Rashi explains: “This teaches that he knew every idolatry in the world, for there was no idol he had not worshipped.” The Gemara cites one opinion that Yisro came before the giving of the Torah.2 This implies that his coming helped prepare Israel to receive the Torah. But how was Yisro's coming connected to the receiving of the Torah? And in particular, how did it benefit Israel that Yisro had once known every kind of idolatry?
עַתָּה יָדַעְתִּי כִּי גָדוֹל ה׳ מִכָּל הָאֱלֹקִים (יח, יא). פֵּירֵשׁ רש״י, מְלַמֵּד שֶׁהָיָה מַכִּיר בְּכָל עֲבוֹדָה זָרָה שֶׁבָּעוֹלָם, שֶׁלֹּא הִנִּיחַ עֲבוֹדָה זָרָה שֶׁלֹּא עֲבָדָהּ. וְהִנֵּה מָצִינוּ בַּגְּמָרָא (זבחים קטז, א) דִּלְחַד מַאן דְּאָמַר יִתְרוֹ קוֹדֶם מַתַּן תּוֹרָה בָּא, מַשְׁמַע מִכָּךְ שֶׁהָיְתָה בְּבִיאָתוֹ שֶׁל יִתְרוֹ סִיּוּעַ לְקַבָּלַת הַתּוֹרָה, וְצָרִיךְ בֵּיאוּר הַשַּׁיָּיכוֹת בֵּין בִּיאַת יִתְרוֹ לְקַבָּלַת הַתּוֹרָה, וּבִפְרָט מַה תּוֹעֶלֶת יֵשׁ לְיִשְׂרָאֵל בָּזֹאת שֶׁיֵּדַע מִקּוֹדֶם כָּל מִינֵי עֲבוֹדָה זָרָה.
In shortOn one view Yisro, who had worshipped every idol, came before Sinai to help prepare for the Torah; what could his idolatry give Israel?
2Let us first cite another saying of Chazal: “R' Yehoshua ben Levi said: Whoever offers up his yetzer and confesses over it, Scripture regards him as if he had honored the Holy One, blessed be He, in two worlds, this world and the World to Come, for it is written, ‘He who offers a thanksgiving offering honors Me.’”3 Notice the wording. Why did Chazal say zove'ach, “offers up,” the word used for a korban, and not shochet, “slaughters”? Why, too, do they mention the confession after he offers up his yetzer, when with a korban the confession is said before the slaughtering? And what did they mean by honoring Him “in two worlds”?
וְנַקְדִּים עוֹד מַאֲמַר חז״ל (סנהדרין מג, ב), אָמַר רַבִּי יְהוֹשֻׁעַ בֶּן לֵוִי, כָּל הַזּוֹבֵחַ אֶת יִצְרוֹ וּמִתְוַדֶּה עָלָיו, מַעֲלֶה עָלָיו הַכָּתוּב כְּאִילּוּ כִּבְּדוֹ להקב״ה בִּשְׁנֵי עוֹלָמִים, הָעוֹלָם הַזֶּה וְהָעוֹלָם הַבָּא, דִּכְתִיב (תהלים נ, כג) ״זוֹבֵחַ תּוֹדָה יְכַבְּדָנְנִי״. וְיֵשׁ לְדַיֵּיק מַה שֶׁנָּקְטוּ חז״ל בִּלְשׁוֹנָם ׳הַזּוֹבֵחַ׳ שֶׁהוּא לְשׁוֹן הַנֶּאֱמָר בְּקָרְבָּן, וְלֹא אָמְרוּ ׳הַשּׁוֹחֵט׳. עוֹד צָרִיךְ בֵּיאוּר מַדּוּעַ הִזְכִּירוּ הַוִּידּוּי אַחַר שֶׁשּׁוֹחֵט אֶת יִצְרוֹ, הֲלֹא הַסֵּדֶר בַּקָּרְבָּן הוּא שֶׁהַוִּידּוּי נֶאֱמָר לִפְנֵי הַשְּׁחִיטָה. גַּם יֵשׁ לְהָבִין מַה שֶׁאָמְרוּ כְּאִילּוּ כִּיבְּדוֹ להקב״ה בִּשְׁנֵי עוֹלָמִים.
- Sanhedrin 43b; Tehillim 50:23. The word yechabdaneni, “honors Me,” is written with a doubled letter nun, which Chazal read as honor in two worlds. ↩
In shortChazal praise one who “offers up” his yetzer and confesses over it: why a korban's word, why confession afterward, and why two worlds?
3aThis will become clear through a teaching that my holy father and teacher, zt"l, was fond of repeating in the name of the Be'er Mayim Chaim.4 It concerns the saying of Chazal “Who is mighty? One who conquers his yetzer.”5 Why, the Be'er Mayim Chaim asks, does it not say “one who kills his yetzer,” but “one who conquers”? The answer is that when a person is privileged to keep the mitzvos, he must take the desire, longing and fervor that the yetzer hara instills in him to make him sin with warmth, and bring these forces into holiness. That is “one who conquers his yetzer.” It is not enough to kill the yetzer; a person must conquer it and put its forces to use where they are needed.
וִיבוֹאַר עַל פִּי מַה שֶׁהָיָה מַרְגְּלָא בְפוּמֵיהּ שֶׁל כ״ק אאמו״ר זצוקללה״ה בְּשֵׁם הַבְּאֵר מַיִם חַיִּים (סידורו של שבת ח״ב דרוש ב פ״א), עַל מַאֲמַר חז״ל (אבות פ״ד א) ״אֵיזֶהוּ גִּיבּוֹר הַכּוֹבֵשׁ אֶת יִצְרוֹ״, וְדִיֵּיק מַדּוּעַ לֹא נֶאֱמַר ׳הַהוֹרֵג אֶת יִצְרוֹ׳ אֶלָּא ׳הַכּוֹבֵשׁ׳. אֶלָּא דִּבְעֵת שֶׁזּוֹכִים לְקַיֵּים הַמִּצְוֹת, צְרִיכִים לָקַחַת כּוֹחוֹת הַחֶמְדָּה וְהַחֵשֶׁק וְהַהִתְלַהֲבוּת שֶׁמַּכְנִיס הַיֵּצֶר הָרַע בָּאָדָם כְּדֵי לַעֲשׂוֹת עֲבֵירוֹת בַּחֲמִימוּת, וּלְהַכְנִיס כּוֹחוֹת אֵלּוּ לִקְדוּשָּׁה, וְזֶהוּ ׳הַכּוֹבֵשׁ אֶת יִצְרוֹ׳, הַיְינוּ שֶׁאֵין דַּי בָּזֶה שֶׁיַּהֲרוֹג אֶת יִצְרוֹ, אֶלָּא צָרִיךְ לִכְבּוֹשׁ אוֹתוֹ וּלְהִשְׁתַּמֵּשׁ בְּכוֹחוֹת הַיֵּצֶר בַּמָּקוֹם הַנִּצְרָךְ.
3bAs the verse says, “And my heart is slain within me”:6 Dovid HaMelech had reached the level of having only one heart, for he used even the forces of the yetzer hara for mitzvos and Torah. In the same way, the verse about Avraham, “And You found his heart faithful before You,”7 shows that he served Hashem with his yetzer hara as well,8 and had one heart for avodas Hashem, the service of Hashem. For something similar, see the Alshich, as quoted in the Toldos Yaakov Yosef.9
וּכְמוֹ שֶׁנֶּאֱמַר (תהלים קט, כב) ״וְלִבִּי חָלַל בְּקִרְבִּי״, שֶׁדָּוִד הַמֶּלֶךְ הִגִּיעַ לְדַרְגָּא זוֹ שֶׁהָיָה לוֹ רַק לֵב אֶחָד, הַיְינוּ שֶׁהִשְׁתַּמֵּשׁ גַּם בְּכוֹחוֹת הַיֵּצֶר הָרַע לְמִצְוֹת וְלַתּוֹרָה. וְעַל דֶּרֶךְ שֶׁנֶּאֱמַר (נחמיה ח, ט) ״וּמָצָאתָ אֶת לְבָבוֹ נֶאֱמָן לְפָנֶיךָ״, שֶׁמּוֹרֶה עַל שֶׁהָיָה אַבְרָהָם עוֹבֵד אֶת ה׳ גַּם בְּיִצְרוֹ הָרַע, וְהָיָה לוֹ לֵב אֶחָד לַעֲבוֹדָתוֹ יִתְבָּרֵךְ (כיוצא בזה עיין באלשיך שמות יב, ט. הובא בתולדות יעקב יוסף כי תשא).
- Tehillim 109:22. ↩
- Nechemiah 9:8 (the sefer has 8:9). ↩
- Chazal teach that levav, “heart,” written with a doubled letter, hints at the two inclinations, the good and the evil; Berachos 54a. Here the verse says levavo. ↩
- Alshich on Shemos 12:9; Toldos Yaakov Yosef, Ki Sisa. ↩
In shortThe mighty man “conquers” his yetzer rather than killing it, putting its passion to holy use, as Dovid and Avraham served with one heart.
4aThis brings us to the meaning of Chazal's saying, “Whoever offers up his yetzer and confesses over it, it is as if he had honored the Holy One, blessed be He, in two worlds.” When a person raises up the forces and longings rooted in the yetzer hara and uses them for holiness and mitzvos, they rise as a pleasing aroma to Hashem, like offerings He gladly accepts. That is why Chazal do not say shochet, “slaughters,” which would mean nullifying and killing the yetzer hara's longings and forces. They say zove'ach, “offers up”: he offers the longings up and raises them to holiness. Through his mesirus nefesh, the readiness to give his life for Hashem, he brings everything into holiness and turns the yetzer hara into a kind of korban. And this is “and confesses over it”: he brings it as a thanksgiving offering10 to the Creator, blessed be He.
וּבָזֶה נָבוֹא לְבֵיאוּר מַאֲמָרָם ז״ל ׳כָּל הַזּוֹבֵחַ אֶת יִצְרוֹ וּמִתְוַודֶּה עָלָיו כְּאִילּוּ כִּבְּדוֹ להקב״ה בִּשְׁנֵי עוֹלָמִים׳, כִּי בְּכָךְ שֶׁמַּעֲלֶה הַכּוֹחוֹת וְהַתְּשׁוּקוֹת אֲשֶׁר שָׁרְשָׁם בְּיֵצֶר הָרַע, וּמִשְׁתַּמֵּשׁ בָּהֶם לְעִנְיָנִים שֶׁל קְדוּשָּׁה וּמִצְוָה, בְּכָךְ עוֹלִים הֵם לְרֵיחַ נִיחוֹחַ כְּזִבְחֵי רָצוֹן לַה׳ יִתְבָּרֵךְ. וְלָכֵן לֹא נֶאֱמַר ׳הַשּׁוֹחֵט׳, הַמּוֹרֶה עַל מַה שֶׁמְּבַטֵּל וְהוֹרֵג תְּשׁוּקוֹת וְכוֹחוֹת יֵצֶר הָרַע, אֶלָּא ׳זוֹבֵחַ׳, הַיְינוּ שֶׁזּוֹבְחָם וּמַעֲלֶה אוֹתָם לִקְדוּשָּׁה, שֶׁעוֹשֶׂה מֵהַיֵּצֶר הָרַע בְּחִינַת קָרְבָּן עַל יְדֵי מְסִירוֹת נַפְשׁוֹ לַה׳ יִתְבָּרֵךְ לְהַכְנִיס הַכֹּל אֶל הַקְּדוּשָּׁה, וְזֶהוּ ׳וּמִתְוַדֶּה עָלָיו׳, שֶׁמַּכְנִיסוֹ לַתּוֹרָה אֶל הַבּוֹרֵא יִתְבָּרֵךְ,
- The sefer has laTorah, “into the Torah.” Probably laTodah, “as a thanksgiving offering,” which matches misvadeh, “confesses,” and the verse “He who offers a thanksgiving offering” (todah). ↩
4b[As he regrets his deeds and confesses over them, he sees with what warmth of heart he did them, and he learns from them how to raise them up to holiness. This confession is made in the flame of teshuvah out of love, which turns sins into merits. So the Orach LeChaim explains, and see further the Kli Yakar.11] That is why Chazal said that Scripture regards him “as if he had honored the Holy One, blessed be He, in two worlds, this world and the World to Come.” This world is where the yetzer hara and its forces hold sway. In the World to Come there is only spiritual delight, the delight of basking in the radiance of the Shechinah.12 When a person knows how to use the forces of the yetzer hara properly, the splendor of Hashem's glory is revealed in him even in this world.
[שֶׁמִּתּוֹךְ שֶׁמִּתְחָרֵט עַל מַעֲשָׂיו וּמִתְוַדֶּה עֲלֵיהֶם וְרוֹאֶה הָאֵיךְ עֲשָׂאָם בַּחֲמִימוּת הַלֵּב, הוּא לוֹמֵד מֵהֶם לְהַעֲלוֹתָם אֶל הַקְּדוּשָּׁה, וּוִידּוּי זֶה הוּא בְּשַׁלְהֶבֶת הַתְּשׁוּבָה מֵאַהֲבָה שֶׁמְּהַפֵּךְ הָעֲבֵירוֹת לַמִּצְוֹת, (וכן פירש בספר אורח לחיים פרשת צו ובפרשת שופטים. ועיין עוד בכלי יקר ויקרא ו, ט)]. וְעַל כֵּן אָמְרוּ שֶׁמַּעֲלֶה עָלָיו הַכָּתוּב ׳כְּאִילּוּ כִּבְּדוֹ להקב״ה בִּשְׁנֵי עוֹלָמִים הָעוֹלָם הַזֶּה וְהָעוֹלָם הַבָּא׳, שֶׁהָעוֹלָם הַזֶּה הוּא מְקוֹם שְׁלִיטַת יֵצֶר הָרַע וְחֵילוֹתָיו, וּבָעוֹלָם הַבָּא אֵין שָׁם אֶלָּא תַּעֲנוּג רוּחָנִי, לְהִתְעַנֵּג מִזִּיו הַשְּׁכִינָה (ברכות יז, א), וְכַאֲשֶׁר יוֹדֵעַ לְהִשְׁתַּמֵּשׁ בְּכוֹחוֹת יֵצֶר הָרַע בָּאוֹפֶן הָרָאוּי, הֲרֵי שֶׁאֵצֶל אָדָם זֶה מִתְגַּלֶּה הֲדַר כְּבוֹד ה׳ יִתְבָּרֵךְ כְּבָר בָּעוֹלָם הַזֶּה.
In shortTurning the yetzer's passion to holiness truly “offers it up” and reveals Hashem's glory even in this world; confession out of love turns sins into merits.
5This, then, is the preparation for receiving the Torah that Yisro's coming brought about. Yisro said, “Now I know that Hashem is greater than all the gods.”13 From the words “than all the gods,” Chazal learned that there was no idol in the whole world that Yisro had not tried and worshipped.14 When he drew close to holiness, he took all the evil longings and forces that had been rooted in him until then, the very forces with which he had worshipped idols. He turned them around and now put them to proper use, to draw close through them to Hashem, blessed be He. This was a lesson and a preparation for Bnei Yisrael before they received the Torah. They were to know that every force in the world, even the most remote, can be brought close to holiness and used in avodas Hashem.
וְזוֹ הִיא הַהֲכָנָה לְקַבָּלַת הַתּוֹרָה שֶׁהָיְתָה עַל יְדֵי בִּיאַת יִתְרוֹ, דְּהִנֵּה אָמַר ״עַתָּה יָדַעְתִּי כִּי גָדוֹל ה׳ מִכָּל הָאֱלֹקִים״ (יח, יא), וּמִזֶּה לָמְדוּ חז״ל (מכילתא יתרו א) שֶׁלֹּא הִנִּיחַ יִתְרוֹ עֲבוֹדָה זָרָה בְּכָל הָעוֹלָם שֶׁלֹּא עָבַר עָלֶיהָ וְלֹא עֲבָדָהּ, שֶׁנֶּאֱמַר ״מִכָּל הָאֱלֹהִים״. וּכְשֶׁנִּתְקָרֵב יִתְרוֹ אֶל הַקְּדוּשָּׁה, הִשְׁתַּמֵּשׁ בְּכָל תְּשׁוּקוֹת וְכוֹחוֹת הָרַע אֲשֶׁר הָיוּ נְטוּעִים וְקַיָּימִים בְּקִרְבּוֹ עַד עַתָּה וּבָהֶם עָבַד עֲבוֹדָה זָרָה, וַהֲפָכָם לִהְיוֹתָם מִשְׁתַּמֵּשׁ בָּהֶם בְּאוֹפֶן מְתוּקָּן לְהִתְקָרֵב עַל יָדָם לַה׳ יִתְבָּרֵךְ. וְזֶה הָיָה לִימּוּד וְהַקְדָּמָה לִבְנֵי יִשְׂרָאֵל קוֹדֶם קַבָּלַת הַתּוֹרָה, לָדַעַת שֶׁכָּל הַכּוֹחוֹת שֶׁבָּעוֹלָם אַף הַנִּידָּחִים בְּיוֹתֵר, נִיתָּן לְקָרְבָם לְצַד הַקְּדוּשָּׁה וּלְהִשְׁתַּמֵּשׁ בָּהֶם לַעֲבוֹדָתוֹ יִתְבָּרֵךְ.
In shortYisro turned every passion that had served idols toward Hashem, teaching Israel before Sinai that even the most remote forces can become holy.
6This lets us explain the verse “And Israel encamped there opposite the mountain,” which Rashi explains: “Like one man, with one heart.”15 This is puzzling. It is understandable that they needed to be “like one man,” united, to be worthy of receiving the Torah. Why did they also need to be “with one heart” before receiving it? In light of what we saw about conquering the yetzer, we may say that “one heart” means they had brought all the heart's longing and desire for evil into holiness, to prepare for receiving the Torah and keeping the mitzvos. They had only one heart, for their Father in Heaven. This is the level Bnei Yisrael reached when they put “we will do” before “we will hear,” a level Chazal praised so highly.16 The answer “We will do and we will hear” shows that the people had only one will and one heart: to do their Maker's will alone, and nothing else. So there was no room at all to ask what Hashem would command; instead the whole people answered at once, together, “All that Hashem has spoken we will do.”17
וּלְפִי זֶה יֵשׁ לְבָאֵר מַה שֶׁנֶּאֱמַר ״וַיִּחַן שָׁם יִשְׂרָאֵל נֶגֶר הָהָר״ (יט, ב), וּפֵירֵשׁ רש״י ״כְּאִישׁ אֶחָד בְּלֵב אֶחָד״. וְלִכְאוֹרָה צָרִיךְ בֵּיאוּר, דְּבִשְׁלָמָא בְּחִינַת ׳כְּאִישׁ אֶחָד׳ דְּהַיְינוּ לִהְיוֹת בְּאַחְדוּת, נִדְרָשׁ בִּכְדֵי לִזְכּוֹת לְקַבָּלַת הַתּוֹרָה, אַךְ מַדּוּעַ הוּצְרַךְ לִהְיוֹת גַּם בִּבְחִינַת ׳בְּלֵב אֶחָד׳ קוֹדֶם קַבָּלַת הַתּוֹרָה. אַךְ לְפִי הַנִּזְכָּר לְעֵיל יֵשׁ לוֹמַר, דְּ׳לֵב אֶחָד׳ הַכַּוָּונָה שֶׁאֶת כָּל הַחֵשֶׁק וְתַאֲוַת הַלֵּב לְרָע הִכְנִיסוּ אֶל הַקְּדוּשָּׁה כַּהֲכָנָה לְקַבָּלַת הַתּוֹרָה וְקִיּוּם הַמִּצְוֹת, וְלֹא הָיָה לָהֶם אֶלָּא לֵב אֶחָד לַאֲבִיהֶם שֶׁבַּשָּׁמַיִם. וְזוֹ הִיא דַּרְגַּת הַקְדָּמַת ׳נַעֲשֶׂה וְנִשְׁמַע׳ שֶׁהִקְדִּימוּ יִשְׂרָאֵל, וְהִפְלִיגוּ חז״ל (שבת פח, א) בְּמַעֲלָתָהּ, דַּעֲנִיָּיתָם נַעֲשֶׂה וְנִשְׁמַע מוֹרֶה שֶׁהָיָה לָהֶם רַק רָצוֹן וְלֵב אֶחָד לַעֲשׂוֹת רְצוֹן קוֹנָם בִּלְבַד וְתוּ לָא, וּמִמֵּילָא לֹא הָיָה כָּל מָקוֹם לִשְׁאֵלוֹת ׳מַה יְצַוֶּה ה׳׳, אֶלָּא עָנוּ תֵּיכֶף כָּל הָעָם יַחְדָּיו ׳כֹּל אֲשֶׁר דִּיבֶּר ה׳ נַעֲשֶׂה׳.
In short“One heart” at Sinai meant every desire brought into holiness, which is why Israel could say “We will do” before “We will hear.”
7So may we all be privileged to serve the Creator, blessed be He, with all our heart, and to bring the redemption near. Amen, may it be His will.
כֵּן נִזְכֶּה כּוּלָּנוּ לַעֲבוֹד הַבּוֹרֵא יִתְבָּרֵךְ שְׁמוֹ בְּכָל לְבָבֵנוּ, וּלְקָרֵב הַגְּאוּלָּה, אָמֵן כֵּן יְהִי רָצוֹן.
In shortMay we serve Hashem with all our heart and so bring the redemption near.
Takeaway
Our passions are not only obstacles to be crushed; the same warmth that once drew us toward sin can be offered up to Hashem as a true korban. When we regret a misdeed, we can notice the fervor with which we did it and bring that very fervor into holiness, as Yisro did with every passion that had once served idols. Then we come to Hashem with one heart, ready to say “We will do and we will hear.”
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